Auntie C,
Good question! Naw, if we were a christian culture, christian nation, christian anything in a group the size of the United States, we'd all be wandering door to door looking for folks to listen to our gospel in exchange for a meal and a place to sleep.
Followers of Christ have come a long way from the days of Christ. Jesus used to have a message of hope, freedom, love. That isn't what modern day christianity offers. They offer conditional love, insurmountable expectations, and judgment from a group compelled not to judge. Not exactly the message of Christ.
As one of those who call herself christian, I sometimes have a problem with me as much as with my sisters and brothers. Its a cop out to say "not perfect, just saved" when one doesn't even try.
I wish we were a Christian nation... or a Buddhist nation... or an Islamic or Jewish nation, if we were truly any one of these. But no nation hell bent on being human could ever come together to live the message of Jesus Christ, Mohammed, Moses or Buddha, Gandhi or anyone else God has sent to us as an example of righteousness, peace and benevolence. We just can't do it.
Individually, and in groups of like-minded folks, it is possible to give in and live up to the challenge set before us, which is to accept the free gift of God's love for us all, then give that love away freely and without bias to everyone else around us. Jesus led a pauper's life to give us life in just that way.
Oh, and by the way? Their calculations were off by a thousand years. Earth is really 7000 - happy birthday! Kidding. Just kidding.
I envy you. It has to be so much easier not to believe. Its probably the hardest thing to do for me to believe in unconditional and boundless love. Most Christians aren't living it and don't know how to live it (including me), so you can't see it, but i believe God's love is here for you and I.
I hope that some day, despite the odds, that you find God's love for you whether you decide to be a Christian or not. God's love is awesome. Be blessed, Auntie C.
PS: Right on! Separation of church and state, amen.
diane