I don't understand . . . Why are you ashamed of the people *in* your religious group, &, *not the religion itself* which teaches that our Creator spends a lot of his time & energy in torturing *anyone* forever---or, even for a *little* while??? Why not be ashamed that its teachings actually *go against* what God's Word itself teaches, which is that:
“The wages sin pays is death.” --Romans 6:23
“He who has died has been *acquitted* from his sin.” --Romans 6:7
'Acquitted' = "declared not guilty; legally blameless!
“Far be it from the true God to act wickedly, and the Almighty to act unjustly!” --Job 34:10
". . . With evil things God cannot be tried nor does he himself try anyone." --James 1:13
"What Has Happened to Hellfire?"
- What Really Is Hell?
http://watchtower.org/e/20020715/article_01.htm
Why not get involved with the religion that already teaches what you are---that God's Word is full of the wisest guidance, that has very positive influence on those who apply its counsel & principles . . . ?
"The Bible—Just a Good Book?" :
- A Textbook for Modern Living :
--- A Book That Gives Purpose
--- Adding Stability to a Troubled Life
--- Help in Overcoming Emotional Problems
--- Practical Counsel on Family Life
--- Counsel That Endures!
http://watchtower.org/e/20001201/article_01.htm
"How Can You Benefit From *Godly* Principles?" :
- Your Choice of Principles
- Godly Principles Can Benefit You
- Some Helpful Bible Principles
http://watchtower.org/e/20020215/article_01.htm
"The Golden Rule—Is It Still Practical?"
- A Universal Teaching
- It *Is* Practical!
http://watchtower.org/e/20011201/article_01.htm
"Why Study the Bible?"
- The Key to a Meaningful Life
- What the Fear of God Means
- Fear and Love Work Together
http://watchtower.org/e/20010701/article_02.htm
"What Does the Future Hold for Christianity?"
- A Sneak Attack on Christianity
- Christianity Subverted
- True Christians Shining in the Darkness
http://watchtower.org/e/200702/article_03.htm
2008 Report of Jehovah's Witnesses Worldwide
http://watchtower.org/e/statistics/worldwide_report.htm
Jehovah's Witnesses: Where & How We Worship
http://jw-media.org/people/worship.htm
Even Jesus Christ is not just one of --but, the foremost-- of Jehovah's Witnesses . . . Compare together: Isaiah 43:10-12 with Revelation 1:5
http//:watchtower.org/e/bible/isa/chapter_043.htm?bk=isa;chp=43;vs=10-12;citation#bk10
http//:watchtower.org/e/bible/rev/chapter_001.htm?bk=rev;chp=1;vs=5;citation#bk5