Squashed Orange
2010-10-01 17:36:45 UTC
Why do other people die in order to spread Christianity to hostile nations? Just thinking of it gives me chest pain. How can I stop thinking of it now? No, alcohol, even in tiny amounts, gives me a headache. Anyway, that brings out the beast within and I hurt myself. I need another way to stop thinking of why a Missionary would die to spread a philosophy. I hate this stress of confusion.
If someone would really die for a philosophy, they'd have to be suicidal to begin with. These Missionaries aren't suicidal. I met some of them and they're happy people. They have marvelous stories of people getting healed with a touch. I know that's true because I've gotten healed supernaturally 3x, but what does that prove?
For my first healing, it proved yoga will stretch & and heal muscles. For my second healing, the prayer didn't say anything while praying. That proves that people can heal people with their minds just as people can weaken steel with their minds so a spoon can be distorted into a curlie-cue. The third healing proves that prayer in the name of Jesus can make a blood blister dry up & fall off in 3 days.
I have such a stomach ache now. Can someone please enlighten me on this before I stress myself too much over this? I mean, if someone can heal someone without saying anything at all, then God can do the proselytizing through the transference of energy & the person can be spared. This means that the Spirit of Jesus can be spread without words from any human, but by the transference of Light through touch & words from the Holy Spirit when He's secured in the other person.
Either these missionaries have light shooting out their fingertips during prayer, or these are no more than made up stories. I must lie down & put on some music now because this stomach ache is too much.