Drew, listen, i mean, read:
Christianity (especially being so devoted), is such a beautiful thing. I mean, look, I've been like you, I mean, I've got everything, nice parents, good friends, fine food and money, okay grades, everything! life seems to need nothing else! i mean, its like theres nothing more to ask for! but then i started hearing about the way people worship or need God, and i started to become more sensible! i mean, life now is like more beautiful, i mean, most beautiful. its like i have seen everything i wanted!
okay, so studying other religions are okay, but make sure that you would not be swayed by it. i mean, its acting Drew, God is acting on you.... Why do you keep ignoring Him? try to be sensible Drew, YOU will need Him. Listen to Him and to your friends, Drew, please... After you have needed Him, YOU will feel protected and feel like theres enough (and even more!) reasons why everything is happening!
I've got everything, nice parents, good friends, fine food and money, okay grades, everything! Now, I've got wonderful parents, marvelous friends, perfect grades, great ideas and talents, beautiful appreciation of nature, loving ears for music, best appreciation for sports, passionate in seeing plays and artworks, A BEAUTIFUL LIFE! THE MOST!
PLEASE BE SENSIBLE! TRY TO LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS (TO HIM)! NOT JUST HEAR, Drew! PLEASE!