I'm 21 and a bahai. when I was younger, I always loved my religion up until the passing of my father. I questioned life a lot after that and kind of pulled myself further away from religion and simply just started being more open minded about everything. I still believe in God and I'm still a very good girl. I don't drink all the time, don't sleep around, don't do drugs. I've a clean heart and good intentions... Yet I feel like it's wrong to sway away my religious side. Is it really that bid a deal if I know I'm not doing anything wrong? Religion just doesn't fit into my life anymore, but my mom can't accept it. I don't know what to do.