Roady101
2010-01-01 21:45:48 UTC
Okay, so there's this girl who i have had a crush on for the longest. she has been through so much lately, she had the swine flu, she had surgery twice, she suffers from Insomnia, she's just in horrible condition. And she feels very emotional and suicidal even. but what she doesn't see is that i see her as MORE than just a friend. i wanna be there for her ALL THE TIME, by her side, helping her in everything she needs. then one night as i tried telling her my feelings, I asked what she thought about relationships and she smiled and said, "Look at me, Alex, do you really think any guy would wanna have a GF like me?? I'd be more like a burden to them..." These words hurt me so much that i decided to give up, i said, "I can never tell her how much i love her if she feels this way."
Now... last night i had a dream...Are you ready?? here it goes, pay VERY CLOSE ATTENTION!!!
I was put on a test along with 20 other people... we had to Cross a 5-mile long bridge... Whoever made it would get a million dollars, it was not a race, it was just a test, and whoever passed would get their million. I didnt know ANYBODY there, so i figured "This is easy all i gotta do is cross this bridge." But there was a catch. the bridge slowly Inclined more and more upwards, get it?? the bridge slowly CURVED UP so that by the time we got to the end of the bridge, it was almost as if walking on a wall. get me?? well i had almost made it to the end. when i just couldnt resist anymore. I grabbed on to a giant Pole that just appeared out of the blue. i looked back and noticed there was nobody there; EVERYONE ELSE HAD FAILED!!! And the bridge was so inclined now that i felt i was gonna fall back and die. Suddenly a tall man with long hair and a beard and mustache appeared from behind me. he appeared to be in the Test too. he looked at me and said, "COME ON, BUDDY, WE'RE ALMOST THERE, LETS GO!!"
And i said, "I CANT!! IM GONNA FALL, I CANT RISK IT!!"
And he said, "Dont you have any faith in yourself?!?"
And i said, "You have NO IDEA how i feel right now!! I CANT TAKE THE RISK OF LETTING GO AND NOT MAKING IT!! I JUST CANT, IM AFRAID I WILL FAIL!!"
And he just looked at me with sadness and said his final words, "So you're GIVING UP at the last minute, huh??"....... and he walked away...... Then i stood there thinking about what he said and BAM!! I WAKE UP!!!
SO.... WHAT DO YOU THINK?!?!? WHAT DOES THIS DREAM MEAN?!?!?!?!?