Dear Friend,
ABSOLUTELY! That is exactly what the Holy Spirit ...does. He "convicts" us, then..."convinces" us that what we do, say, etc. is not pleasing unto the Lord so we can "repent"...stop doing it and turn in His direction, not our own.
Psalm 139: 23, 24 "Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
24 And see if there be any wicked way in me (anything that is displeasing to you), and lead me in the way everlasting."
Interesting how you brought up cigarettes. I remember when our pastor told us one Sunday morning, "If God is not #1 in your life, someone or something else is, and that is your...god. When you wake up in the morning, what is the first thing or person you THINK of. That...is YOUR god and if you were to die right now, you would NOT SEE the face of God, because you have ANOTHER god."
I went home and cried like a baby. I KNEW the Lord ...the Holy Spirit cut at my heart and was speaking to ME. That my smoking, was MY GOD! I cried out on my knees to God and asked me to HELP me. That He and I had been together too long on His awesome journey and my relationship with Him ...that I WANT TO SEE HIS FACE when I die and Him be PLEASED with me."
Every night I prayed, for Him to help me take away this NASTY habit that was "separating" us. I LOVED to smoke. I had been smoking 3 pks. of cigarettes (name brand) for 30 years. I even told the Lord I would smoke "generic" until I quit. I prayed for Him to help me for one solid year.
THEN... IT HAPPENED!! Now, you can believe me or not. I don't care!! HAHAHAHA But this IS what happened. My son's and I had just gotten home from church. I was putting out my last cigarette in the ashtray. I HEARD a voice ...INSIDE me say, "It is finished." I FROZE!! I couldn't move. I KNEW what I heard. And just to be sure it was the Lord I said out loud, "LORD! But that is what you said on the Cross?" I then heard, "It is complete." I started to giggle. I KNEW it was the voice of the Lord. But I still had to be ...SURE!!! That it wasn't myself saying this. HAHAHAHA Does that make sense? Sooooooo,
I said, "Gideon (in the Book of Judges) needed to make sure that it was you talking to him, and you didn't get mad at him for asking. So Lord, you know that when I wake up in the morning, I'm going to want my coffee and a ....cigarette." Nothing. He spoke no more.
I lay in bed that night on my back just praising and laughing out loud to the Lord. I'd cry, then I'd laugh. Suddenly I had a bad headache. Never get headaches. But, I fell asleep with a pounding on the side of my head. In the morning, just as I began to be conscious. I didn't open my eyes, because I noticed something STRANGE. I WASN'T BREATHING ON MY OWN! My chest was going up and down, but I wasn't doing it. The whole rhythm of my breathing was...DIFFERENT. Tears began to role down my cheek. Jesus was breathing NEW LUNGS into me. I opened my eyes and just smiled. I KNEW. I KNEW what was happening. Finally, after a few minutes, I began to breathe on my own. I got up and praise the Lord for HIS GOODNESS!! THEN..smacked my lips. Looking for the taste of nicotine. Nothing. I mean NOTHING! THEN...
it was time for me to have my ...coffee. Ruh roh. What was going to happen? Went in the kitchen...got my coffee, went to my desk and sipped and waited. Sipped and waited. NO DESIRE for a cigarette. NOTHING! I said, "Lord, you know I have to go to the corner store to get cat food, and that's the store where I ALWAYS buy my cigarettes. No answer. I get dressed ...go to the store, get the cat food, walk up to the counter where the little oriental woman would always check me out and she already had cigarettes out for me to buy. Hahahaha. I said, "Mary! I don't need those anymore. Jesus took away my smoking last night. Hahahah It's GONE!" She was so adorable. She said, "Oh (my name), I wish Jesus come and take my husband's smoking away. He smoke too much." We laughed and off I went. FREE from the bondage of smoking. FREE from the lies of Satan. FREE in CHRIST!! That my friend, was over 14 years ago...and never once, even through the trials and tribulations I have had to endure since, never...have I ever had the desire to smoke...again. All praise, honor and glory to the One who was. Who is, and Who is to come. MY SAVIOR!!