As to the bible.I do not believe 90% of the old testaments story's made up over the millenniums.by men sitting around there campfires so as to make up good story's for the children.I do not believe that the Jews or chosen people, most all peoples think that their the chosen people.How can a chosen people do the horrible acts of violence they do against their neighbors?torturing children in jails.for example.1000s bombed to death. or shot..a country about destroyed.for a couple of men killed.I could write a book about why I don't think that their chosen .perhaps chosen by the Prince of the power for the air
I do however believe that Jesus Christ was from God,that he was the son of god, spiritually.not in body.he was a man. that he came for a certain Great spiritual reason.
I love God instinctively. since a small child.I KNOW theirs a God and a Spirit of God. I have seen way to many supernatural miracles to not believe.
If I told you of them you would probubly think I was halucinating as you sudjest.
I can lay my hand on people for severe pain and the pain emmediatly leaves them
this man a few months ago when I advised him to stop eating processed foods to help his arthritis said no way am I giving up my debby cakes, I said I quess God will have to heal you then. and touched his shoulder, his wife told me later that he could not raise his arm hardly at all. for years ,but that the pain had left him completly after I told him that.
so I do believe in the power of the spirit of God with true undoubting faith.
If I can have witnessed.true miracles now adays .then of course I beleive that miracles happened back then.
and if he was the son of God then thats fine. if he wasnt then he did a good job of being spiritual while he was here.
My grandfather told me when he was dieing , I hope I was right, and he was the most wonderful Christian man I have ever known.
we want know till we actually pass on. of course.
I want to be with my people when I die.I have studyed most all religions. and astroligy, palmistry, I ching. tarot cards etc etc. but I have found out the power and glory of the Holy Spirit of God is the most wonderful. the most powerful.The most real of all things.
when My grandmother Ballew was in the nurseing home ,she had cancer, my mother told me how she was reading to her and suddenly her eyes got bright,she smiled.and raised her arms and hands up. looking up. she cried out Jesus and passes on, I was into Eckankar a type of religion.for 23 years. but later I went back to Christianity
You should ask questions, make your own decisions.dont follow religion if you dont want to. follow the guidance of the Spirit of God.If you want whats real. have your own spiritual realizations, by asking of the spirit within you.listen for the answers that will come, and do Gods will, as Jesus said ,all that call on my fathers name will not be saved, only those that do my fathers will ,will make it to heaven.
I wish you the very best on your spiritual journey.
Peace