Dear Kar,
I believe that He walked very close to the Lord, and exemplified many of our christian beliefs.....Yet, perhaps, like all of us. there were some things that the Lord could have delivered him from....
Even So... I absolutley agree that he is one of God's most outstanding and compassionate apostles ever.....In his own words he said....
" So being affectionately desirous of you, we were willing to have imparted unto you, not the gospel of God only, but also our own souls, because ye were dear unto us."
1Thessalonians 2:8
He gave of Himself.....yet the more he loved.....He noticed something....
"And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." 2Corinthians 12:15
Yes, dear sister, He had the qualities of the God kind of Love...which gives....regardless of returned treatment.....For when we "sow to the Spirit"...we need not bother ourselves with looking to man or woman for return and confirmation....For what is sown to the Spirit WILL BE Reaped from the Spirit also, and the Lord will repay : )
Now on the Topic of Paul being hated....He may have stirred some of that up unneccessarily....However, Jesus Himself said that any and all that will live Godly shall suffer persecution, and no servant is greater than his Lord....
Jesus told us all, "If they Hated me (And they most certainly did : ) They will hate you too"....
How is this comforting? It is funny to me, for it really is comforting knowing we are in "good company" when we are persecuted and hated for righteousness sake....
Here is couple passages which are comforting in spite of spitefull treatment...
Isaiah 66:5 Hear the word of the LORD, ye that tremble at his word; Your brethren that hated you, that cast you out for my name's sake, said, Let the LORD be glorified: but he shall appear to your joy, and they shall be ashamed.
Matthew 24:9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake.....(Eternal Love is stronger than death....Even paul was killed a few times and stoned often....and the Lord raised him up!
Those, Like the Apostle Paul, which have been and still are being hated, are fulfilling the true words of God,.....it is also part of our testimony, and so we can Love those who are Hating us.....To Bless them which curse us....To DO GOOD to those who despitefully mistreat us.....to pray sincerly for those who wish us ill and harm....For this is How our Father in Heaven knows that we are His children....and how we know also : )
So then, I believe that Paul is NOW and Forever one of the closest to the Lord, and His seat is one of the nearest to the King of Glory for ever and ever....Because He was willing to stand for the truth in his time...and willing to undergo hatred and persecution and perils on many levels....
Was the apostle absolutely right with every word that he said? Perhaps not, but at least he was humble enough to tell people the difference many times between what he thought, and what the Spirit of God was definately communicating through him....
Now concerning some of those who speak evil of Paul....man's negative outlook toward others is like a passing shadow caused by a cloud of doubt....but when the rays of the Eternal Sun of God's Favour comes, those ill thoughts will simply have no substance to speak of : )
If anything, Paul spoke much about the struggle of flesh and spirit....in such a way that it still may be causing misunderstandings today....not that he was wrong, but that some of these things are hard to be understood.....Even the Apostle Peter, whom Paul had to even rebuke once, said this of him......
2Peter 3:16 As also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and unstable wrest, as they do also the other Scriptures, unto their own destruction.
The carnal mind is at enmity with God....Paul struggled much with flesh and spirit...when in fact the amazing truth is that "any spirit that confesses not that Jesus Christ IS COME in the FLESH is not of God"......So this truth reveals that "antichrist spirit" is so subtle, it can work in us to the degree that we disregard or allow ouselves to be convinced that Christ is not in us....all the way to the Flesh Level....this Flesh and Blood being is now the Body of the Holy Spirit...the Temple of the Living God....Many people simply have a hard time acknowledging and seeing this truth, because of our natural reasinging, which Paul says, "are at enmity with God"....yet the more we acknowledge and agree with the Spirit of Truth the more free we are to Live this Truth in the very Flesh....as Jesus taught..."it is the Spirit that quickens, the flesh profits nothing".....Paul was given SOOO much to teach and live and walk in and demonstrate and I believe he did an oustanding job by the Grace of God.
Perhaps people especially hate others when they are made out, regardless of learning and prestige, to be a fool....not many really get excited about that realization...yet precious brother Paul simply did not care to sugar coat everything, and that is commendable...
1Corinthians 3:18 Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.
This passage often "goes over" like a lead balloon....lol
Thank you Father, Son and Holy Spirit for the Apostle Paul our Everlasting Brother and spiritual father in the faith of our Lord. Amen
1Peter 2:17 Honor all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.