NEVER.... EVER... DARE TO BELIEVE THAT GOD HATES ANY OF HIS CHILDREN.
And who are you but one of his earthly babies growing progressively towards his Kingdom, on the world that is to come?
You are my friend as yours fingers typing for help are the expression of a spirit which feels tension, anguish of the strain that corrupted societies clamp to our bodies. It's one damn jungle of light and darkness... but is not hell, nor heaven...not yet! We're on Earth! Deal with it, friend. And I know you can because deep inside, you know you hold something special, a seal that only faithful people possess: believing that Christ will break the clock of your spirit, so you are free from death and really get to be born... REBORN!!!
... as you grow older (not in years, but in thought) those phrases above might water your eyes in joy.
But for now, recall this: you won't die if you leave rap, I've lost much more than music recordings and I'm still alive. You're a young soul which is so full of life, don't let the world cast away the source of this life: Yehoshua (Jesus). You can be at fault without knowing because your guides (parents) might be failing, OR you may be at fault because you simply WANT TO. Start being sincere, my friend, if you aim to escape from your own pulsating mind and body, you will end in deceive and what will you become? A sorrow mess of a man! And open your eyes and think: what are we humans here on earth for?
... zapping money to become rich?
... get all the perfect *** girls?
... muscle a perfect body so you feel empowered and complete?
Although some of this is simply MASKED TRASH... i'll let you the answer, in case you forgot it: You came to earth to understand and practice love in purity, so when death takes your breath, not your life, you won't be ashamed to present yourself to God. KNOW THIS: EVERYONE WILL BOW IN HIS PRESENCE. ALL CREATION. We will be accountable for our doings to our human companions, to ourselves and to the kingdoms that support us: animals and plant forms mainly. What's your average here??
To each one their problems, but if you are straying, take this advice: search for kindness. Friends can be found everywhere. Speak to God at the park, waiting for the bus, trying to reach him, posing a desire for his ears: I want to truly know you... how can I reach you so far away from sight, but so near and easily down this chest on this throbbing heart? Look to your sides... crying souls everywhere, with no guiding light, but the scarce one that flows out of keystrokes alike, of smiling babies, of mothers care, of fathers protection, of friends laughter.
Help your family to stay. STAY TOGETHER. Many wordly matters will try to corrupt you also. Try, and try, and try again. Put that body of your to good use! That breakfast you ate today is a byproduct of the Sun! THE SUN!! And where did it come from but from God's love??? We humans really forgot so much about gratitude...
But well, my time is up. Recall this: you're a boy still, but you are getting older and closer to death. Time is your friend only as long as you want to see God's glory without remorse. Behave! Reading the scriptures and going to church are a BIG ZERO if down the road if you still battle you don't know who you are... so better ask that first!! who are you?
Hmmmm... it all just began for you, but you're very judgemental. Change that also. Recall that Christ is the only absolute, but hoarding people with a sucker label for not knowing this (from atheists to hinidis, to amazonians to jews to gays) doesn't mean they are in total darkness, having nothing to share: THEY'RE AS LOVED AS YOU ARE BY HIM. DEMONSTRATE THIS WITH COMPASSION AND CARE. SHARE THE MESSAGE. Put effort in really understanding the intent of Christ in the Gospel. That's our foundation of diamond. Break though the confusion with merciful sanctity, with purified love. This will be done only by crucifying yourself to the world (at your individual scale, obviously), so share the Love, share the Gospel, share the Truth. This world needs Christ partially through us, but we are way too drowsy behaving like the world also... consider this.
And may you ever feel my thoughts as I pray for you to overcome your problems, understanding the times, your clock, your errors and your hunger. You shall suffer with us, your brothers in spirit a little bit, but its OK!! Cher up as our bodies may be destroyed! But our spirits are guarded by immaterial all-eternal cosmic powers beyond this plane of reality.
AND DO NOT FALL FOR MAITREYA, THE IMPOSTOR, AND ALL HIS MEDIATIC HOLLYWOOD/L.A PRESS AT HOME. HE ORDERED US TO DISCERN. TIME IS RUNNING OUT TO STICK THEM OUT OF OUR MINDS.