I am LDS, no you will not go to hell, it is your choice, remeber agency?
But at this point I am also pretty sure you do not know what you believe any more. If you want to look around go back to the missionaries and be retaugt to find out what you have forgotten and then you will have knowledge to make a good choice.
Do you see your self in the parable?
3 And he spake many things unto them in parables, saying, Behold, a sower went forth to sow;
Matt 13:4
4 And when he sowed, some [seeds] fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up:
Matt 13:5
5 Some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth:
Matt 13:6
6 And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away.
Matt 13:7
7 And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:
Matt 13:8
8 But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold
This is the Gospel as preached to poeple and what happens to them. It is not the seed, it is the nurtureing, the seed (you) is good.